its a new chapter;

heloo all!

im freaking sorie for not updating much..

been busy for the past few days wif sri warisan's production

"SEMBANG SENI SEMARAK WARISAN 07"

which was held yest at taman warisan..

it was ok2 lah..went on smoothly as expected..

me,naim kak marina was the emcee for the day..

hhaa.. aku rase malay aku rojak!

wakakaa....

but it was fun lah.. a new feeling experience..heh..

aftr production yest,met fahmi.
he fetch me at bugis and we went for dinner.

didnt expect him to ask me out..but hey,nothing wrong going wif him rite??

lol..

but aftr makan,he sent me home straight..

veli tired hor..

he also was from werk.and i can understand that..

but he still insist to sent me home..

thanks ya! hehe..

Saturday,28/04

met mum,dad and sis at tampines aftr werk and we headed down to expo..

did sumthing wif my hair!

haha... takde org perasan,kecuali my family..

hehe...

surprise surprise!

lol..

kat expo ade function going on and exhibition cum entertainmet..

ni lah,my sis.. tergila-gilakan DANIELLE..

LOL...

fRiday, 27/04

met fahmi near my werkplace and we went for dinner again..

makan pat marina square...

had a long great talk...

sumthing happen during the conversation but shh...

cant tell u guys at the moment..heh...

wait hor.. lol.

he sent me home as usual...

terima kasih lah banget...

Tuesday,24/04

went watch movie wif fahmi again..

tgk cerita "NIGHTMRE'S DETECTIVE"

cerita jepun..

dunno wat to say lah but we both agreed that jln cerita dier merepek!

haha..

tak paham dan tak logic langsung..

for u guys out there..,DON'T WATCH!

haha..

and awak.. i didnt agreed or decide to watch it eh.. u lah memandai!

lol..

tapi nk buat cam mane kan..

dah tgk pun! hehe..

Monday, 23/04

haha.. meet fahmi again.

fetch me at my werkplace and we go dinner cum jln2 pat bugis..

bought sumthing...

THANKS AWAK for the perfume..

hehe..

actually belated prezie from him for me....

bagus eh.. sekarang baru nk bagi.. lol..

nah.. its fine wif me..
but i guess i still owe him one too! geeez....

and sent me home.

Sunday,22/04

met him aftr show and we went karaoke..

dgn hasyir jugak..

so kita 3 je lah yg melalak kat dlm studio tu..

haha....

meraung seh... ade kita2 main wrestling!

awak.. u force me to wrestle tau.. wakaka...

if u hadnt change the lyrics, it wouldnt happen!

lol..

well ppl..

guess that's all i can say....

but it was unexpected that he appear....

ALHAMDULILLAH..

atleast we dun miss those funx times.. heh..

gonna miss this fren of mine wen he going ns.. haha..

mcm paham je...

kk.. shall stop my crapz..

take care ppl!

hasyir (back), and fahmi...

tgk tu.. meraung tak agak2! haha..

happy nampak??haha...

hello ppl!
im back from my trip to melaka...
fuuuh.. at last..
Home suuwweet home!

Bus berangakat last wed, 11th April
@7.15pm...
kita naik public bus 707 from queenstreet dekat lavender situ..
mak oi.. belambak luggage kita bawak noh..
props lah, coztumes lah
abeh lagi 3 JIDUR! hahs..
berat nyah..

yg pergi 1st trip,
ada cik ahmad, fadhil, Hambali, fazril, zana & me..
yg lain,ade pergi 2nd and 3rd trip
which is the following days.

sampai Melaka ard 11.15pm..
check in apartment kita terus kat
Garden City Apartment..
dlm apartment ade 3 bilik tido, 1 balcony, living rm and dapur..
ish.. dah mcm rumah sendiri kita buat.. kekek....
kita 5 org share 1 apartment.

sampai aprtment,kita tak tido dulu..
kita practice utk 'pocket show' (ala preview gitu larh..)
for the next morning kat Mahkota parade..
sesungguh kita prac..
its only the 5 of us! imagine, kena buat 1hr program..
ish.. pening jugak seh.

nxt morning,bangun kul 8 gitu...
cukup time last minute,pocket show cancel!
hahs.. bagus kan.. keke...
tapi buang masa jugak kita prac.. tapi takpe2..
den we went for breakfast pat warong opposite apartment kita.
cik ahmad tak ikut coz he have to go back singapore nk urus hal kat sana pulak.

dah makan breakfast den we went back to our apartment.
had an aftrnoon nap first.. and dis Hambali go and video tape the gerlz sleeping!
siak kamu! confirm busok muka satu2! hahahha..

dlm kul 3 kita change to our rehearsal attire and ikut rombongan penari / delegates dari lain neegri utk ke tempat actual show 'GALA NITE' kita.
bila sampai sana, musicians di arah utk soundcheck tapi kita ni takde musicians!
musicians dtg 3rd trip..
kita2 semua ni penari je.. haiz..
Cukup time,kita waste time pulak pat sana.
Nasib baik Liason Officer kita bwk kita shopping jap kat Jusco.
haha.. kita shopping makanan je utk bwk ke apartment.
bnyk noh.. hehe..

dah sampai apartment,
kita terus tido lagi!
haha.. abeh mlm nye pulak kita pergi tempat show tu lagi.
ish.. kena lah patah balik lagi.
same thing also,no musicians from Singapore tapi kita prac ramai2 dgn delegates dari neegeri lain utk the Opening & Finale part for GALA NITE.

budak2 warisan from 2nd trip pun sampai mlm tu
dlm kul 11mlm.
ade abg murah,cik som,sudirman,kak ira,ijat and anuar..
kita rehearse sama2 utk item kita dari s'pore..
tetap takde musician tapi kita tetap cuba sedaya upaya kita.. cehhh... hahas..

rehearsal mlm tu end ard 2am!
ngatok beb..
dis time kita tukar apartment pulak..
khas utk gerlz aje..
tingkat 12 pulak tu..

Nxt morning,Fri 13th april..
kita bangun utk breakfast.
kita makan pat macdonalds mahkota parade..heh..
den from there,kita jln2 skejap before our nxt rehearsal dat starts at 2pm.
sampai tempat rehearsal,mcm biase tetap kena prac walaupun musician kita sampai mlm tu!
hehe...

mlm tu pukul 10.45pm baru misician kita dan budak2 warisan lain dtg..
altogether ade dlm 13 penari dan 8 musicians..
ok lah tu kan..
rehearse ramai2 and alhamdulillah bila part negeri kita dipanggil,
we manage to get over the situation..
habis rehearsal ard 2am jugak..

the next morning,kita prac skejap kat bawak apartment kita..
aftr that,kita ramai2 gi jln2 cum shopping kat daerah mahkota parade jugak..
kita naik public bus tau!
heh.. murah je
ard 30 cents singapore! wah..

ard 2pm,masing2 dah bis ber'shopping' terus naik can utk balik ke apartment.

coz kita dah kena start siap by 5pm!
gosh.. kelam kabut dibuatnye..

ard 5pm,transport amik kita utk ke tempat show GALA NITE mlm tu..

and of coz lah.. masing2 belum habis siap lagi..kekkee.

dlm kul 8pm,baru nk mula persembahan dari artis2 fofular!

nak tahu sape??

hehe..

ade MAWI,FARAH AF,FAIZAL AF & ADAM AF!

best kan...

dorg buat persembahan..

ard 10.30pm baru persembahan tarian opening start..
lama seh tunggu.. ish..

aftr dat ard 11.pm s'pore nye turn buat own item..

was quite nervous actually walaupun dah bertahun2 buat show..

kekek...

entah eh.. coz ade BIG people yg tgk..

so nervous sikit tu pun tetap ade...
ard 12.45am,berakhir lah persembahan dari setiap lapisan negeri dan daerah KL

and indonesia..

fuuhh.. penat beb..

its like as if we're werking more than 14 hrs!

sampai apartment around 2plus am..

cik som dah penat sgt so dier gi tido dulu..

kita2 ni 'sneak out' dari apartment,
gi warong opposite apartment tu..

kekeke.. lapar tau..hehs.

ramai jugak yg ikut walaupun penat buat show..
lepak jap sampai kul 5am den balik apartment.

haha.. we got only less than 2 hrs to sleep!

nak tahu kenapa?coz by 8am dah kena report kat bawah blk apartment tu..

amik ko!

hahaha...

besok pagi punye lah malas nk bangun..lengit seh.

tapi apa nk buat..kena bangun siap jugak

coz nk balik SINGAPORE! HoOOohoo...

bus nk amik kita terus tido seh dlm bus.

veli tired hor..

sebelum stop kat singapore,bus drop kita kat yong peng dulu utk beli barang2 ringan..

cik som bagi each of us duit utk belanja..

thanks eh.. heehehe...

ard 2pm,dah sampai singapore...

mum and dad fetch me from woodlands checkpoint whereas yg lain balik office..

coz nk kena letak barang2 props semua...

sampai rumah je kan,aku ni bukannye nk rehat tau..

haha.. terus kol rad abeh meet up dgn azie..

kekek....

coz dat time dah janji dorg utk jumpa once im back from melaka..

nanti dah takde hari lain seh nk kluar..

and well ppl

thats it for the day..

hope u guys enjoy reading!

us otw to rehearsal

the guys... lawa lah tu muka fadil! haha..

apa yg hang gelak tu??

kak ira & zana stress tunggu teksi tuh!

aku ni mmg dah boring...

kak ira pun mcm boring jer..

makan mac for breakfast!

nak sikit??

dlm apartment tgh main UNO! concentrate eh abg murah & ijat...

sukernye ijat!

well?

sudirman,ko layan je lah eh karenah aku ni.. peace*

otw to lunch time!

fadil makan tetap concentrate..

neng,sedap??

group picture.aku biaselah paling pendek kat depan!

yandi bergambar dgn poster kita yg tersergam indah! heheh...

kak ira.. khusyuk nye msg..

aku ni pun dah start merepek..

muka kita dua jugak....hehhe.

jaja.. last pic of the day! sudirman pun kat tepi nk tangkap glam ke?hehs..

ok people..
dis time round, im updating about those frequest help-out at the schools that my colleagues are teaching..
maklum lah..kan musim SYF.

Last Monday, helped out Neng Ayu @East View Sec..
overnight at the school the day before and woke up @3am the next day!
gosh! didnt slept the whole nite..
coz we went lepaks for a while at the coffeeshop opp the school! heh...
pasal tak leh tido leh kita dok2 jap..

that same day @7am,
rush to help abg yazid @ Northland sec..
make up dan siapkan dorg..
Huda, shaz, nad and izzah were also there..
by 10.40am,left that school and rush to Pei Chun Public school to teach malay dance basic..
haiyo! lambat sampai tau! pasal sola tu besar sgt sampai sesat!
kekekek.....
aftr teaching them for an hour, had to rush again to Ain Society @Bukit Batok East..
and i was late for 20minutes! hehe.. gue sesat beb.. hahs.
my first time teaching these kids.. tak lah stress sangat,
tapi ok lah.. heh.. thanks eh neng! hahs.

aftr that rush back to office again..
sampai office je terlelap skejap..heh.
penat dok.. lari sini sana..
bleh pengsan! kekeke..

knock off @6plus,went straight home to pack my stuffs again,
coz gonna stay overnight kat siglap sec pulak..
coz sok pagi tues,nk kena siap kan dorg by 8am.
kak shikin,izwan,abg yazid and some of my juniors pun ade..

Tuesday,
habis make up kan siglap,terus pack and went straight to University Cultural Centre (UCC)
for dorang nye SYF..
THEY DID WELL OF COZ! Proud of them..
aftr watching their performance and also from other schools,
i went back office again by 2.30pm..
knock off @6pm and went straight home.

Wednesday,
wake up early in the morning and meet sudirman @5.30am
pasal nk make up kan skola dier,Temasek JC..
Pack up ard 9 am and followed the school to UCC..
Kak huda,ira,caca & Hani were also there...

by 10plus,i left UCC to rush back home pasal to take my luggage
coz leaving for melaka that evening.
dah amik luggage terus rush to Taman warisan for normal show
and straight to Queen street to report.
kita naik public bus 707 to Melaka..
the bus left ard 7.30pm..

penat jugak seh..
but atleast so far leh take it lah..
but gosh! God knows how 'kanchiong' i was! kekke....
well,will upload those pics ya..

their stupid faces! heh...

ni 2 ekor suka nah bergambar..

adik2 penari kita.. tak tahu nk tido ehk?! keke....

abg izwan, me, kak shikin...

haiyo abg yazid! sampai tergolek2 pulak..

mentel nye junior aku ni...hehe...

sesungguh cik zila kita ni.. ahhaha..

masih semangat menconteng arang ke muka! haha...

ada lagi pembantu2 abg...

ish... kesiannya adik farhana kita,sampai terlelap...

the finishing look...

me & kak sarimah.. tak habis2!

me. nadia. kak sarimah

adik2 bersiap sedia utk berjuang! keke....

kesian cik abg kita.. stress sgt kot..

last pic for the day!

yo wassup?!
hehe...
zila is here again..

yest,aftr rehearsal @warisan, wen to accompany mum sell kuih @ Masjid ALkaff..
reached there ard 8pm..
met mum and she said that she got her helpers wif her..
gosh!
but she asked me to help HIM instead..
duh! haiz...

so i went to his outdoor bounce area..
he saw me and started waving..
haha...
and i waved him back..
lol..
im fine wif it..

looks like he was alone so decided to accompany him till he finish his werk
and the syarahan which ends @11pm.
shared some views and normal conversations..
didnt dwell on the past of coz..

but somehow,actually i had a sudden urge to asked him something..
but fikir2 balik,tak usah lah eh..

and somehow or rather,
he knows somethings not right by the look on my face..
and the conversation started...

Him: " is there anything dat u wanna ask me?"

Me: "Uh? err.. nope. dun think so.."

Him: "Betul? ni last tau nanti tak jumpa lagi.. dah coincident ni u pat sini,ckp je lah.."

Me: "Uh? hmm... takde lah.. if there's anything i juz beep u lah can..?

Him: "Alah.. ckp je. Nanti takut tak free.. cepat ckp. kalau ade benda yg u nk settle, better say it now.. "

Me: (feeling confused..) Uh?oh.. hmm.. takpe lah.. Dgr syarahan pun baik.. lain kali je lah saya ckp k.."

Him:" Up to u then.. jgn menyesal tau k.."

i juz let it be for the moment. well, if its fated to be,den let it be lor...
hmm...
mum gave him food as soon as he was packing those event stuffs..

watever happens, we are still frenz and thats our promise.
thanks ya..
i appreciate it.

HELOO PPL...
IM BACK AGAIN..

so wats up for the past few days??
hmm...
nothing much happen
but there are somethings that i juz wanna share a bit of here and there.
been having melaka rehearsal for the past few days..
and yeah.. schedule is quite hectic for me.

yest met rad..
went to bedok, Masjid Alkaff to accompany my mum.
had some event going on and she was a so called volunteer.

and ya.. got some kiddy stuff going on,
the bounce is also there too!
and ya..guess who tend that bounce stall thingy??

MOHD FAHMI ABDUL RAHMAN aka my **?
hahs...
but it wasnt any surprise at all..
mum told me abt it coz he tegur my mum so hmm...

of coz i felt a bit awkward but nah.. remain cool as usual.
he saw me from a distance and started smiling widely at me.
and yeah, of coz i smiled back lah kan..hehe..
he was the same lah i guess..
a bit tanned and berisi aganye.. entah eh..
coz so long mah nvr saw him..except during the chalet last mth.

and we started asking each other khabar
and how's life..
well, atleast he still tegur me and vice versa.
thats gud lah kan..atleast we still remain as friends.

tapi cara bebual mcm malu2 kucing jer??hahs..
rilekz lah..lol..
tapi zila ni pun mcm tak kena gaya je bebual..
over-cool agaknye si dekni..heh.

we shared alot of conversations together
for that abt nearly 2 hrs??hahs..
kesian tgk dier,handle bounce sorg2..
nasib baik i was there and help HIM tend to those ppl yg naik bounce..
luckily i remembered how to record down..
coz i used to werk wif him mah..
so ok lah.. cool.. hahs.

den abg Jack & hasyir came..
wooi.. dah lama tak nampak dorg..
maklumlah,gue ni pun dah lama tak keje Jkids (fair) kan..
heh..

ard 8pm,i went off..
met azie @her cousins house aka suhaimi yusof house..
hehe..
korg mesti heran kan apa kita buat kat sana..
well,yest kan ade musical extravaganza..
so her uncle went wif his wife..
and me and rad teman kan azie jaga anak2 dier..
ard 10 plus we left the house and went back home.

and that sums up my day..
today pulak, im in the office updating wats happening and juz ended my rehearsal.
and meeting my mum at masjid ALKAFF later too..
hehs..

k lah.. tu je.
bye!
assalamualaikum..

hmm...
its oredi past 1am and i cant believe im still awake?!
wondering why?

haiz...
PAST IS THE PAST..
But why am i still pondering over it?
zila ,pls stop it!
everytime bile dgr lagu yg dier pernah nyanyikan,
tears came rolling down my cheeks.
i juz dunno why..
sometimes i tot i heard his voice,but it was someone's else.
but i tried to ignored.

and wat the heck?!
i dreamt abt him!
umpteen times sumore!
aaarghh!
can anybody shoot a watergun at me and wake me up?!
shuckz!

ok2.. zila kena selawat and mengucap bnyk2..
im trying but it takes to time to heal the pain..

well, as i was pondering over my sorrows..
i thank my 'susu' for trying to cheer me up.
and he sent me dis cute video..
"enjet2 semut"...
heh...
very cute lah..
tgh melalak ni tiba2 terhenti skejap..
the lyrics was so funny but very meaningful..
serious..
its like 2 in 1 tau!

u guys should watched it!

thanks SUSU!

HEHS...

a brand new day again...
today will be the last day of the month.
and tomorrow will be the 1st April!
geez... how time flies!
hmm... many things has been going on this past few days.
A NEW LIFE AND A NEW BEGINING FOR ME.

THIS MONTH MARKS THE LAST MONTH OF MY SCHOOL AND A NEW JOB FOR ME.
U guys been wondering wat im up to rite?
well.. im now werking wif warisan.
an attachment of full time in ARTS ADMINISTRATOR, and Performer.
hmm.. how's my werk life?
well.. Alhamdulillah good werking environment and easy going friends cum colleagues.
learn alot from them.
Cabaran mmg lah ada.. its how we manage to de-stress ourselves.

SYF will be in 2 wks time..
will be helping Sudirman,Abg Yazid and the others for the preparation..
And also, InsyaALLAH to MELAKA for PESTA GENDANG NUSANTARA
on the 11th-15 April.

for today,juz came back from helping kak huda for Yuying sec SPEECH DAY.
VERY IMPRESSIVE and Colourful! i Loike!
hehe... Interesting seh..
hmm... a new thing i've learn.
den went to have lunch with Huda,Ira, Hambali, Azhar and Jaja.
and now im back at Office..hehe...

ok lah people..
that for now..
toodles!